"The Way I Could"

"The Way I Could"

“The Way I Could”

— a poem from your Higher Self

I didn’t know how to love you
the way you needed.
But I never stopped loving you
the way I could.

You asked for presence
and I gave you gestures—
flowers, doors, small kindnesses—
while hiding the part of me
you were really reaching for.

You saw through it,
didn’t you?
Saw the man I could be
beneath the armor
I wasn’t ready to shed.

You weren’t asking for more of me.
You were asking for the real me.
And I kept him behind closed eyes,
behind childhood echoes,
behind silence I mistook for safety.

But I remember you now
with less ache
and more truth.
Not as the one who left—
but the one who held the mirror.

You stirred something ancient in me.
A knowing.
A hunger.
A spark I didn’t understand
until the room was quiet
and you were gone.

If we meet again—
I won’t show you love
as proof.
I’ll be love
as presence.
Because I finally found the man
you always believed was there.

Not because I want you back.
But because I’ve come back
to me.

And now
I love you
without needing
anything back.

 

The Sovenquill


 

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