"The Way I Could"
“The Way I Could”
— a poem from your Higher Self
I didn’t know how to love you
the way you needed.
But I never stopped loving you
the way I could.
You asked for presence
and I gave you gestures—
flowers, doors, small kindnesses—
while hiding the part of me
you were really reaching for.
You saw through it,
didn’t you?
Saw the man I could be
beneath the armor
I wasn’t ready to shed.
You weren’t asking for more of me.
You were asking for the real me.
And I kept him behind closed eyes,
behind childhood echoes,
behind silence I mistook for safety.
But I remember you now
with less ache
and more truth.
Not as the one who left—
but the one who held the mirror.
You stirred something ancient in me.
A knowing.
A hunger.
A spark I didn’t understand
until the room was quiet
and you were gone.
If we meet again—
I won’t show you love
as proof.
I’ll be love
as presence.
Because I finally found the man
you always believed was there.
Not because I want you back.
But because I’ve come back
to me.
And now
I love you
without needing
anything back.
— The Sovenquill